Have no idea y, but i'm feeling real tired right now. And i almost nodded off to slp while playing a game on the com just now. Haha. Quite amazing. Anyway, worked on thurs evening and this morning. Requested to leave a lil early today cos had to rush down to sch for lect. But after i changed and everything then i saw corrin's msg that she didn't want to go for lect. Haha. So i decided not to go too. But still had to go to sch to pass sth to Jiahui. So waited a while till 4 sth. Was supposed to go out with Liz, monica, etc. But i was feeling tired, and somehow reluctant to go out with a certain person. Thus, i decided to go home.
I was reading Corrin's blog the other day. And i muz say that i had no idea that things were so bad between them. Really. I thought she was juz feeling that she had changed, and not that disappointed, etc stuff. But truth to be told, stms, i juz have this urge to slap that expression off her face. Or is smack a better word? I don't know. Be it her smug expression,her "i don't care" face, or when we tease her n she gives us that "so what?" face. I do sound harsh, and i know it. But that's really what i feel, and that's really the first time i feel this way. I have nv felt this way abt a person b4. Okay, if the above sentence was taken out of context, it would seem as if i'm expressing my love for sb or sth, haha. Anyway, Corrin, i hope i'm talking abt the correct person. Hehe.
And I have also gotten a totally new perspective on a certain person. Not exactly new, but itz certainly sth that i would nv have imagined. It works to reinforce my dislike for that person. It's not the same person as the one mentioned above, and relax, i don't have the urge to slap this one. Haha. In the past, as i started to hang out with this person, n started to know her better, i can get seriously irritated by her. But our mutual friends seem to like her well enough, so i didn't mention anything. It was only till yday, that i realised that sb could sense my dislike for her. The reason i don't like this person is cos she likes to take advantage of ppl. Even ppl who she knows that cannot spare that extra for her. How many ppl do u know that goes ard asking ppl to treat her to movies, clubbing, food, when she has a job, and the other party doesn't? And sth else, she asked me to buy imitation stuff. Ppl who know me well enough know that i would never ever buy imitation stuff. No matter how similar the product is. She has known me for a yr and she doesn't know that? I mean, i don't care if u buy them, juz don't ask me to! When she was encouraging me to, i juz told her that i don't like to shop at places like that. I couldn't have told her that i don't buy imitation stuff right. I would have sounded like a stuck up bitch.
Okay, anyway, enough bitching. If u know who i'm talking abt, pls don't go ard announcing kay? Thanks.
I've finally finished sch. Not exactly the entire semester, i still have my exams, but at least i don't have to worry abt projects and the various problems that come with them anymore. I actually like exams more, cos i don't have to worry abt my members and partners, and whatever i do, i take the responsibilty myself.
And ya, raffles city coffe club is currently out of bread for sandwiches. Haha. Sounds weird, but itz true. The head kitchen haven't been sending enough. I don't know abt e other branches, but we rally ran out of bread yday night n this morning while i was still at work. So dun blame e staff arh. Haha.
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